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Friday, March 31, 2006

i didn't work there le.. so u all dun need go there find me le.. i will wait for sch reopen.. but u all can go there buy things.. haha..

[x] FRIENDS`Friday, March 31, 2006`__

Today i go with HS to library.. i meet her at 12 plus.. we go eat lunch then go libaray.. its was raining heavily.. after eating finsh the lunch the rain also stop le.. lucky.. HS go buy something then we go library.. reach the entrance at 2 plus.. as usual go change pass at RP there.. then we walk up to the library.. walk pass the stadium, parade squade then to the library.. see few people on the way up only.. see a new cadet and a few people in green.. then when reach the library... the library got quite a number of officer and cadet.. cadet at Navy OCT cadet.. then we go level 2 put bags then come down again to lend com use for awhile.. after that i ask jie jie things a friend ask me to ask for.. then go up to level 2.. do something.. then come down to take magazine to read.. after that then go look for books i want to borrow.. she become a member of the library and borrow a few books too.. we go off at 5 plus.. then we walk down.. on the way down.. a person ask us where the canteen is.. i only know the canteen outside the library.. othere then that another canteen is a junior cadet canteen which i know le.. =P then as we walk down we saw people at the worrior hall and at the stadium.. like there is a event or something happening wor.. got quite a number of people and officer.. many cars are park there.. then we continue to walk to the entrance.. change back pass and take 182 back to JP.. its raining heavily.. althought didn't do much things at the library.. i enjoy myself there.. i like that place.. =)

[x] FRIENDS`Friday, March 31, 2006`__

Saturday, March 25, 2006

today is my off day de lor.. AGAIN i am call down to go back to work.. sian lor.. i want rest also cannot.. sick le lor.. sore throat and cough sia.. they not enough people so i need to go down.. haizz.. why always me??? i just want a day rest.. this whole week 3 off day.. mon.. tues.. sat.. all burn lor.. mon and tue call down for fair while today have to go back work in the shop as not enough people.. wah sia.. next week 4 off day.. i dunno will it be burn like this week anot lor.. haizz... why they always find me?? want rest also no time.. sian.. tired..

[x] FRIENDS`Saturday, March 25, 2006`__

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

actully i today and yesterday should be my off day de lor.. then the boss call me tell me to help fair at woodlands on monday.. i go help.. but very unhappy.. everytime last minutes tell me to go work.. but today one very last min then say.. i meet friend have to cancel.. stupid lor.. very angry sia.. arrange with friends le then tell me go work.. what de Hell!! i not a god.. i also need rest de.. cannot stand her.. everytime ask me go work on my off day.. everytime me.. i feel like i very easy to bully sia.. F888.. can't reject her de lor.. she dun let you reject de lor.. thats a very sad thing.. then today end up go Novena square do the fair set up.. sian lor.. 9am have to reach.. somemore i early 40 min reach.. wah the dunno why reach so early for what sia.. then 9 plus they came... then i go down to find them.. then start the whole day work.. setting up.. today so many toys came.. i arrange it till siao.. have to find place to put them up.. other things also have of course.. do till 7 plus then finish.. tired.. then go home after that at 8pm.. as tml still have to work.. they thimk i robort ah? dunno rest keep working.. robort also need rest de lor.. stupid lor.. what a crazy and stingy company..

[x] FRIENDS`Tuesday, March 21, 2006`__

Friday, March 10, 2006

Today i go library with YL.. we meet at 12pm at Boon Lay bus interchange.. go jurong point buy something before going over.. we take 182.. reach the entrance at 12.45 i think.. then as usual go to change pass at the rp there.. after that we walk up to the library.. on the way we didn't see much people.. we walk pass the parade square to the library.. there are a few people resting.. as today got reharsal for tml commission parade.. when we reach the library is about 1.10 le ba.. then we go up to the second floor to sit down.. then go down again.. i show here the place that can watch the dvd there.. she see what show she want to watch.. as for me i go to take magazine to read.. when she find the show she want watch then i go counter ask the jie jie if the dvd is here.. it is.. then i write down one the file there and go in switch on the power.. after that when she is watching i go back to secong floor to write letter back to my japan friend.. but didn't write for long as her reply letter is too short.. i dunno what to write.. need sometime before worting back to he i think. so i stop first.. then go help a friend look for a book.. an introduction to singapore's constitution.. can't find wor.. so i go counter ask the library jie jie to help me find.. after that then i know that this book haven't reach this library yet althought order le.. library jie jie help me find at the national library.. then good news is national library have it.. going to national library to borrow tml.. hee.. then after that i go to the side of the parade square to see the rehasal.. wow.. a sea of green(Army) and white and blue (air force) and white and green (saf band).. then my friend come look for me after that.. we see finish the rehasal then go off.. i call my friend to tell him i find that book.. then he ask me help to look for another 2 book.. but i only manage to help him find singapore 1942 - 1945.. as for the unit 1971 i dunno what book so can't find.. after that we go off from the library at 4.50pm.. when we walk down we didn't see much people.. only till we reach the stadium.. i saw many people playing soccer in the field and street soccer court.. we just walk pass them.. we change back our card at the rp there.. then we go wait for bus.. we take 193 back to jurong point.. saw saf personnel at the jurong camp that bus stop.. we reach jurong point at 5.25.. early.. i go take train to potong pasir.. reach there super early.. then i go bbr house.. but he haven't reach home yet.. saw his family member.. then only by 7pm then WS reach le.. other slowly reach at that time le.. BBR reach home at 7 plus.. near to 8pm.. then we play a game then start cg till 10pm.. i give them each a windchime i buy for them.. give once a blue moon.. so still ok loh.. i enjoy the cg.. hope will see them again soon.. lucky WS drive here.. he drive me to clementi.. then i take train back from there.. want take bus de but the bus go off le.. haizz.. reach home at 11 plus lor.. late..

[x] FRIENDS`Friday, March 10, 2006`__

Monday, March 06, 2006

i dunno what i do is what i want anot.. i still thinking.. i know my friends who know why i am like that now all support me and hope i do the best in life and not think negitively... i know they want me well and hope i will carry on life instead of keep thinking to the bad side of life.. but not easy.. my bro and sis all so clever.. its somehow bring me a kind of stress i dunno how to get over.. my parent won't know even they know also no gd words from them either.. i dun like tell them too much on what i think.. mainly say to friends ba.. parent some time may just think that i can't make it to what i want according to how i am now.. i just wan when i make it le them they will know what i want from there instead of telling them now and get no gd words from them.. haizzz... feel so sad.. i sometime really feel very tired and no enerrgy to carry on.. haizzz...

[x] FRIENDS`Monday, March 06, 2006`__

Thursday, March 02, 2006

i am so fan.. i dunno what i do is correct or wrong.. i dunno the discission i make is correct mah? i feeling very worry.. still have to wait.. a waiting process is very tough as no answer no comfirmation for me yet.. i feeling very tired.. end here is still in my mind.. so i dun need to go through such a fan and tiring thing again.. i start to have no feeling for eating again... dun feel like eating.. even if hungry.. i have no feeling at all about it.. waiting process really make me feel sick.. but still have to waiting ..

[x] FRIENDS`Thursday, March 02, 2006`__